which one?

should i change to accounting...

for the reasons that may burden me for the rest of my life...

or should i continue the path that i am not sure if this is the way i want...

which way?

T.T

Why do i have to be so curious???T.T

what good will i have to know something about others??

T.T

I shouldn't shouldn't ask too much.

T.T

ewwwwww

my gosh

I think my reaction was a little over.....well thats because i dun really know how to react. shoot.

just found out someone i know is gay, well according to him. not gay since its consider as BI, not gay.

whatever, its still gay to me.

Am i overreacting, i think i am. seriously....

I AM.

well i sort of felt like used, no wonder at that time he suddenly join me who was a loner and left the old big gang group.

haha, thought he was an angel sent by God to accompany me who was so alone.

how naive~

well maybe he wasn't using, i cant say he is using. Just that i was alone, and he needs to leave the group then he joined me. Thats all, that cant be taken as using, plus, i have nothing to be used. wahaha

but he said quite lot of stuff to cover up, hmm...how come i cant think of anything when i want to recall.

sheesh

sigh, cant blame him...bla bla bla, we were not close, dunno how to tell...ya, i can understand.yaya

but then if he tell me earlier then i wont be so taken aback or surprised...mb i shouldn be surprised?

I was surprised because he spent so much effort covering then suddenly just admit.

After i was asked by his 'gf' what i was laughing about and the attitude is pure "you stole my bf attitude..."

gosh, and there i was, thinking this is one sided love, and pity the guy...although at the same time find it interesting.

Now then i know, its not a one sided love, they were together AND they just broke up at that particular time. How sweet.

So it IS "u stole my bf attitude." now i pity the 'girl'.

funny.

still on adrenaline rush, the fight or flight. fighting!!

ok, calm down...calm down alice, calm down...huuu....haaaa.....huuuuuu........haaaaa

phew~ arrrrrrrr

aish, dun want to know any secrets anymore. Secrets are meant to be hidden, if it is revealed to anyone then it is not a secret anymore. Next time, if anyone asks me "do you want to know a secret?" I'll say: bye!!!, and run away. (cos if i dun run away, i'll be too curious and find out what the secret is.)