Final coming, end of year 2 coming

Good luck, work hard

In one month time, we'll all ...er.... i mean most of us, will be free.

^^

aih~, final...T.T

reason

Don't think its a bad thing to step back a little and increase the distance although it may hurt a little in the beginning...

if it ends, maybe it's not that bad...

so didn't try to maintain when something is wrong..

sorry..

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lalalala, dunno what to write.

Don't ask too much next time.

aih

I have few questions to ask:

1. If he treasures the friendship between you two, will he give it up so easily? or is the friendship

only a step to get something more than that? Maybe i shouldn't say this, maybe in the beginning both of you were just pure friends with the purest of heart. But then again, will someone that treasures friendship throw it away just because there is no chance to be more than just a close bestfriend?

2. When you two agreed that everything will be okay and you will still remain as close friends. If he didn't honour that promise and fulfill it, is it really worth that much for you to cry for and to care so much for him?

3. If in a few months time, there can be a new her, is he really the one for you? fine you can blame yourself by saying you are the one who hurt him 1st by not accepting and rejecting, then again, who agreed to remain as best friends afterwards? Who then regarded that promise as rubbish? Who then after that have nothing to talk or say to you anymore? Is he really worth crying for? till your eyes look like a panda being punched because its swollen and may have caused you (I don't know how many) sleepless nights???

4. Being a guy, letting a girl he once loved maybe or liked to try so much saving the friendship, how much more 'gentleman' can he be? again, worth it? maybe, maybe he is too important, too

reliable when you were in those situations. But he chose not to be involved, not even a normal

friend that will care now regardless of what he promised. I know no one is perfect, but then if you really cant do what you promised, you shouldn't. Don't even try to act as if you can.

5. The last one, is he really that important and irreplaceable to let you worry your friends and maybe family?

Maybe i am imposing too much of my opinions here, sorry bout that. Maybe i shouldn't say so much since i don't know anything. Sorry. But even if you did accept in the 1st place. I doubt he really can give you the happiness that you deserve.

If i sounded angry, I was.

rainbow

I saw a full rainbow today!

not half not quarter but full...

it was huge and i was able to take only half of it in the pic and not that pretty in the pic.

but then,

I praise You Lord for You are the creator of this world.

ahahaha

y start a blog and invite people to read if it is not meant to be read?

i dunno, its sort of in between..

some are meant to be shared but some are not

or some got stuck in between~

wahaha, i don't like blogging anymore

stick to bio

will stick to bio since i am taking management....

in the process of getting used to it~