30th nov

One day prior to the release of result

Suppose to go for a paintball game..but too bad the place went down for maintenance!!

aish...

Was planning to get some bruises...so sad. at least i can press it tomoro if i did fail something. LOL

So no paintball, we went bowling...lame huh. washed the drain for 8 times hahaha

i want paintball~~~

Then lm accompany me for camera searching~ was in dilemma whether to choose 1000 or 300.

Canon IXUS series with the difference of RM100

1000 have 10X optical zoom while 300 only till 3.8

1000 is bigger and more expensive while 300 is smaller and lighter

features is more or less the same with 1000 has HD video recording feature and 300 non

but but but!!! 300 is pretty!! ^^

hahaha, so guess which one i bought?

nevertheless,

scary wednesday

scary 1st of dec

scary future

scary responsibility

scary life

29 nov

Just informed my dad about the deposit that he has to pay to UQ so that i can get the CoE and apply visa..

gave him the details and got ok as a reply.

lol

Going to aus is a burden to me. Since I didn't really carry out my responsibility as a student well.

And going there is going to burn a big hole in my dad's pocket... aih

Result is coming out soon. Not expecting any good results.. just a pass for everything is good enough for me. But i doubt i can even get that...

I know what i should do..but i prefer to be like this to avoid stress and expectations... useless

How can I get those wanting a good result attitude of people around me?

Since i really don't have any. Or maybe i have but being plain stupid, getting good result is just impossible. XD

Then i am very lucky to have an opportunity to go out of Malaysia for the purpose of studying, right?

Lucky bastard.

28/11/2010

很庆幸能认识你

但同时也很惭愧

庆幸你重视我

惭愧我带给你的困扰

认识我的人有点可怜

要有很强的包容力

谢谢包容我的人

抱歉麻烦你们了

哈哈哈

nov 27 2010

went to badminton at 12 something and played for around 2 hours.

It felt nice after exercising and sweating after so long~

but i think i'll have muscle pain tomorrow. hahaha

Mark sprained his ankle while playing with me, lol.

playing with slippers, ceh, what do you expect? but it seems painful.

Then we went to eat and when we are done, it started raining.

Kah Leong and Adeline them were talking about some weird stuff while waiting for the rain to stop that i don't really get, but lm says thats good so its ok.

Then turns out the rain never wanted to stop so we decided to just go and run towards the car~

Poor Mark can't run and had Sim drive him to his car. hahaha

home, bathed, tired, napped.

Went meeting, read blog and will sleep later. XD

^^

sorry

i've been thinking something lately

something that I am not sure of what I should do

but i am thinking of telling my past...

although it shouldn't be told..

But I'll tell, when i am ready to let you go.

^^

Sometimes things are just not like what you think it is~

What you look at or know now may not be the same as it is in the past or future.

A person may be totally different from what you know now in the past or future.

If this does happen, I am sorry if there is disappointment or speechless feeling.

But if it is in the past, there is nothing that can be changed except for learning from mistakes and to never do it again if it was bad or to cherish it if it is memorable.

As for future, no one can know what will happen except to appreciate what is with us now but that seems like a thought that is always neglected as time goes by.

aus

going to aus soon... 13 weeks from now i will be Brisbane... far from home and everyone

hmm~ nice way to start anew? hahaha

won't it be nice if I was born rich? lame

nothing much to be worried about, just will hear some nagging and a little pressure along the way...

anyway, will still be living and kicking right?

hmmmmm