hahahaiz~~

The truth is...i feel bad doing this to her...as in avoiding ntg else~
hah~sin sin,u know who i am talking about..haha
i think everyone knows...
but i can't help it...
i tried..ok~i admit,not hard...but i am sort of ...scared? or mb juz talking to her makes me feel the pressure.
and i am the kind of person tat will run from u if i want to avoid u...n if u take the initiative to talk or try to make things better...sometimes it juz makes things worse...
i am weird i know...
but i dunno ...y i am acting like this...
haiz...i think i juz need time...
mb i sound bad...mb i will take the initiative to talk after A levels...if sooner, of course its better...
i sound bad..but i dun want to be speechless all the time.
and i wont blame her if we met in future n she treats me the way i treated her..
yup, juz sorry...